Muslim Spirit by Fida

Monday's Blessing: Life Itself

2012-02-20T12:49:00.000-08:00

Life is a percious thing, and having freedom with makes it even more precious. And there are people living, but not living. And people dying to live. We all remember Ghandi, right? Here's another man we should keep in our memory, too.

Khader Adnan

Every second, every minute
every hour, every day...
every action matters

Look at Khader Adnan
hunger striking for more than 60 days
not only fighting for his freedom
but for every Palestinian.

{written Feb 20, 2012}

A Month Later...

2012-02-10T13:15:00.000-08:00

...and i realize i've been gone. I'm sorry. I have nothing much to say except this:

Cold World

The ground is cold
like many of the souls out there

killing the young, old, and in between
killing the innocence
all around us

I don't want to be here
but up there with you

in eternal bliss
in everything we ever needed.

{written Jan 16, 2012}

Monday Blessings: Home

2012-01-02T08:50:00.000-08:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters!

It's the second day of the new year! 2012. I hope it's starting well.

Earlier (as in the end of 2011), I finally got to go to the bookstore. I got to have my peppermint hot chocolate. And most important, a great book full of emotion.

Veil of Roses by Laura Fitzgerald is just it.

It's about an Iranian girl who visits her sister in America. And she's going to America to find herself a man. To me it was a sad story. Having to be forced to to something you might not be fully ready for. And going to a place where the culture is totally different.

Yes, it felt sad. But I loved it. I got to look inside to a different group of Arabs and how they live. And for a girl going to a somewhat new country {she's been to America as a lil girl} she was strong.

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I know this is not as long of a book review. But I hope it's a read you think of picking up.

Love,

It's 2012!

2012-01-01T06:31:00.001-08:00

Assalamu Alakum sisters!

It's the first day of 2012. Before I get to it, I'd like to say I didn't post about looking over 2011 cuz what I wrote was too personal. Way more than my poems. I know, shock. 2011 has been a year of bad changes in me, and towards the end is the only time I realized why.

So may 2012 bring much more light to me and you. My moment as the years changed were classed hands, in hope. Alhamdulillah!

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New Year

It's New Years Eve
hours tick by
it's New Years!

As the minute changes
my hands clasp in hope
for so much...

but the most of all, through both days
I tell myself
I won't shed any tears...

not for all the bad that's happened
not for the good I'm leave
not for that fact of change
not for anything.

All I'm doing is hoping
telling myself

I won't shed any tears, today.

{written Jan 1, 2012}

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Love,

Faith Friday: Time

2011-12-30T06:40:00.000-08:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters!

Before I get to today's post, I have to that Saba from Thoughts and Words gave me an award, a superstar award! We, of course, have to pass it on to five more bloggers, but who? You'll find out in a later post.

So back to the post, if you were on my twitter you would have seen that earlier this week i've been watching Nova videos. One of them were 'The Illusion of Time'.

And I have some random and scattered notes for you:

-To this river time is a flow, moving in one direction, to the future.
-We look for repetition
-What is time? What are we measuring?
-Time controls our life
-"Time for me may not be the same time for you." {think of death}.

-I may not moving through space, but I am moving through time
-moving through space affects the passage of time
-Just snapshots: unfolding of moments
-think of a loaf of bread... your motion affects your thinking of the 'now'.
-maybe frozen river. Every moment locked.
-the person farther away thinks it's slow while the one close by thinks it's fast. For example the one on earth has lots of time passing by. The one by the black hole has little time going by.

Things move from order to disorder
-throwing a book
-egg cracking
-ice melting

They didn't say after an order disorder will always come. It's saying for each activity. And for us: things goes easy, then we have a hardship, but in that hardship is ease. Do you see where I'm going? Just go watch the episode. One day, you'll know.

The universe is expanding, accelerating. And at moment it will collapse on itself. When it does, there won't be matter and time will end.

And for us: the day of judgement and Jannah.

So ask yourself, think about it: How does it relate to what we know from the Quran? And have a great weekend!

Wed Rant: Angels

2011-12-28T06:43:00.000-08:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters! I hope you are all excited for a new year coming. But don't forget that angels are watching...

Recently I was listening to a lecture, I forget by who, but it was about our beloved Prophet Muhammad (pbuh). One thing mention that popped out to me was this: "Don't walk in your house naked, there are creatures (the angels) inside your house."

So my mind hit scattered thinking. Back to the prophet's story. Remember when he was in the cave? And angel Jibreel came to him. Our Prophet didn't know it was the angel. He thought it was a jinn. And you know he rushed to Khadejjah's arms, asking for comfort: telling the story. She then did an experiment. When she took of her hijab, the presence went away and when she put it back on it came back.

See? Angels know and understand modesty.

So then I thought of myself. At times I forget to take off my hijab, but I know it's there. And so when I heard this I was thinking maybe that's why. Anyways, when I come home- even if all the fam was out, we say Salaam. We acknowledge the angels.

So keep them in mind, if they know modesty and show it, we should do the same.

I hope you took something out of this and if you didn't, search my blog for angel. You'll find a couple of poems. Thank you for reading! Till Friday, peace!

Monday Blessings: Religion

2011-12-26T05:43:00.000-08:00

It's the day after christma, 2 days left in Hanukkah, 4 days until New Year's Eve! I hope you're all stuffed with food and love; may it keep going on. We are in the middle of holidays and I think this post is perfect: Religion by Kate. It inspired me, but after I wrote this poem. I hope you enjoy both, thanks! (:

Why does religion have a name?

Islam means submission to God
and its follower, a Muslim,
follows Muhammad (pbuh) and his doings
dedicating time to worship God.

Judaism is for Jews
the relationship they created with God.

Christianity is for Christians
following the teachings of Jesus.

So why does religion have a name?
We all believe in the same God,
same angels and prophets...

We all interpret it in our own ways
yet I still don't know why religion has a name
and I don't care...

As long as I keep getting closer to God
and He accepts me.

(written on Dec 21, 11)

Happy Holidays

2011-12-25T10:40:00.001-08:00

*this is a repost of an old post from 2 years ago.

You may be a Muslim, Jew, or Christian

but we all celebrate good times
around this time of year.
I wish you all happy holidays
and a happy, successful new year!

~~~~

P.S. Today is my blog's 3rd anniversary!!

A Poem, A Movement

2011-12-17T10:49:00.001-08:00

*This is an updated version of this poem. Not of just Palestine, but of the Arab world and their spring.

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Arab World, Arab Spring

Friendships torn apart
everyone scared, but brave
fighting for freedom...

innocent youth missing, dying
mothers crying, feeling hopeless
but knowing their voices heard

brothers, sisters
across the seas, send their word;
you are heard...
money sent, prayers sent.

The day will come...
Tunisa, Libya, Syria, Yemen, Palestine
and many more

Then…land of grief
Now... land worth fighting for
land that will never die.

(written Dec 17, 11)

-written by Fida Islaih
(all writing is mine and is copyrighted)

Revolutions, a poem

2011-12-17T07:54:00.001-08:00

*This is not from my point of view. But the point of view of many youth.

Revolutions Are Here...

...starting like wild fire
from village to village
to city to city
to country to country

Nightmare come
will the country, my parents are from, join in?
I pray and pray...

my nightmares come true
I cry and cry, yet I still pray

We will not let our country die
let it lose it's name;
we'll liberate ourselves and go far
we'll let our name live and we'll live up to it

We'll liberate ourselves
house to house, village to village
city to city, country to country.

(written on Dec 16, 11)

-written by Fida Islaih
(all writing is mine and is copyrighted)

Turn and Knock, A Poem

2011-12-16T16:45:00.001-08:00

Knocking

You knock on your friend's door
you have so much to say
you keep on knocking
they never answer

You turn to Allah
you don't even have to knock
it's already open, always open
you just have to turn to Him

So turn to Him
He knows you more than anybody else
even more than you

So turn to Him
you'll finally be at peace
and feel free...

(written on Dec 14, 11)

-written by Fida Islaih
(all writing is mine and is copyrighted)

Inspire The Mind...

2011-12-11T13:09:00.001-08:00

Inspire Me:

In this plain
you grow, you bloom,
you stand alone,

yet so beautiful ‘cause of God;
keep having faith in Him;
You’ll make it through.

(written Dec 1, 2011)

-written by Fida Islaih
(all writing is mine and is copyrighted)

Roses of Love

2011-12-09T13:12:00.000-08:00

“Love goes on beyond the chains of this world.”
-Fida Islaih, (Nov 23, 11)

(all writing is mine and is copyrighted)

1 Muharram 1433

2011-11-26T10:16:00.001-08:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

As I hope you know, today is the first day of the new year in the Islamic calendar. We're already starting our 2012!

Since Friday night and today I've been spending it writing poetry about nature and love. And working on my nano. (W)rite now, my total is 9,990 words.

My goals for this new year:

1) write 1k each day for novelizing. Make poetry big, maybe start getting paid.

2) Exercise body: Yoga 30 mins each day.

3) Exercise soul, too! Pray all 5 prayers, fast, keep tongue moist Allah's name... (just keep improving as Muslim)

4) Be more outgoing and strong emotionally and physically. Stand up for what you believe. If frustrated be able to talk what really is on your mind (resource teacher does care).

5) Last but not least, love. (it's hard to explain, but Allah knows what's in my heart and if He wills, will make it come true sooner than I think).

Have a great new year and may Allah bless us all! Ameen! (:

-written by Fida Islaih
(all writing is mine and is copyrighted)

8 Days Left

2011-11-22T15:33:00.001-08:00

Peace my sisters!

We have 8 days left before the end of NaNoWriMo. I did some writing before last. As of five mins before I wrote this, I reached 9,196 words. I just got off to thanksgiving break, so hopefully I'll get in lots of writing. For now, a poem I left my story at:

In My Life

You came into my life
sensitive, with a heart full
of never-ending love
you let me show you past your boundaries.

You gave my three beautiful girls
each represents their name
sensitive yet delicate, like a flower
Yasmine showed us to keep fighting

Keep love alive, never-ending,
we'll always make it through...

Hunayda, full of energy
never stopping for a breath
but sharing your stories
is your air, you keep...

Us moving, keeping love alive
never-ending, we'll always make it through.

Our last, your name is more than a name,
Malak, an angel...
You gave your mom hope I'm alive
you keep your sister alive, you keep...

love alive, never-ending
we'll always make it through

with the blessings that fall.

-written by Fida Islaih
(all writing is mine and is copyrighted)

Mixed-up

2011-11-15T13:22:00.001-08:00

Hey sisters, writers!

We just entered week three and today is the halfway mark. I'm so behind, at 5,684 words. I have nothing for you today. I'm at a time of grievance :,(

-written by Fida Islaih
(all writing is mine and is copyrighted)

Here is the blog chain:

Angela H.
Anna M.
Brooke Busse
Charity Bradford
Elizabeth Davis
Elizabeth Poole
Huntress
Lena Hoppe
Mia Hayson
Miranda Hardy
Nyxie Moon
Tessa C
Zoe

Something Special

2011-11-11T07:46:00.001-08:00

Assalamu Alaikum,

Allah has given us many special days... Thul-Hijjah and a Friday. And this Friday is special just for the day it is, but for those who don't see it only this Friday is special and for the date it's on... 11-11-11.

I just want to go with the crowd, here are my wishes:

I wish that all my wishes I mentioned & that are in my heart will be answered by Allah (swt) in the near future…

1. That I get to see/hear from those I’ve been thinking about.
2. That I get chocolate!
3. That this will be my first in completing NaNoWriMo
4. That I get the peace and ease I need after all that’s happened.

#insha’Allah it'll all happen. I hope our Muslim Ummah have a blessed Friday, as always. And I hope everyone else soon sees God gives these days for us to get closer to him.

---

Just a Thought

Listening to 'Change' by Carrie Underwood
and my mind goes to my ummah
palestinians, libyans, syrians
and everywhere else

a picture appears in my mind
of a little girl and then her as a young woman
background of Afghanistan
I think of the young man I'm crushing on;

I want to reach out and help
tears fall
and I pray to Allah...

(written 11:45; Nov 11, 11)

-written by Fida Islaih
(all writing is mine and is copyrighted)

A Week Already?!?

2011-11-08T13:41:00.001-08:00

Peace Be With You,

It's been exactly a week since NaNoWriMo started. Sadly, though, I haven't written much; I only have 3,353 words.

Yet you ladies sound interested in this love triangle... I have some teasers for you (that is if you don't follow me on twitter, lol).

Day Two "Being in a meltdown I thought I'd be in total darkness while it lasts."

Day Three: "I get on writing my reply and soon write like no one will be reading it."

Day Four: "Time passes with more chaperoned dates and then the bomb is dropped."

Day Five: "I see his face sadden and before I continue, I plead."

I didn't write on day six but I did on day seven... "Izzy arrives late, I didn't know he was stressed until I ran out in tears and he came after me to talk."

I still need to write for today but for now, there you have it. I hope you enjoyed it.

-written by Fida Islaih
(all writing is mine and is copyrighted)

It's NaNoWriMo!

2011-11-01T13:00:00.000-07:00

Salaam (peace) to all my readers,

I'm joining in on my 2nd or 3rd year of this challenge. I just wanted to let you know I'll be keeping you updated, so you can go after me if I don't do so well... hehe :-D

Here's a blurb of what I hope to be writing:

(the main character) has a crush and that crush goes overseas, and while he's gone another guy falls in love with (the main character). (the main character) loves him back and forgets about her crush. She says yes to be engaged. (the main character's) crush comes back and he's devastated when he sees the ring. What will he do? What will she do? Who will she choose?

I'm doing this as part of a chain- here is some of the others. Enjoy!

-by Fida Islaih
(all poems/stories/ideas are mine and copyrighted)

Brooke Busse http://brookerbusse.blogspot.com
Charity Bradford http://charitywrites.blogspot.com
Elizabeth Poole http://writerelizabethpoole.blogspot.com/
Huntress http://spiritcalled.blogspot.com/
Lena Hoppe http://lenalothanas.blogspot.com/
Mia Hayson http://literaryjamandtoast.blogspot.com/
Miranda Hardy http://www.mirandahardy.blogspot.com/
Nyxie Moon http://creativedawdle.blogspot.com
Tessa C http://tessasblurb.blogspot.com

3rd Day of Thul-Hijjah

2011-10-30T08:47:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,
Remember my sunrise poem from yesterday, well yesterday I also wrote a sunset poem. A full circle of beginning and end...

Sunset Moment

That pale blue sky...
this morning it started from the east
rising from trees
in colors of orange, pink, and purple.

Hours later, I look again
this time west;

the sky joins together
with pale yellow, orange, and pink
as the sun sets;

but the rest remains blue
with a stripe of purple.

And as the last bits
of orange and pink get darker
and smaller...
the sky turns to night;

I get up on my prayer mat
and pray Magrib.

(written Oct. 29, 11)

-by Fida Islaih
all poems are mine and are copyrighted.

2nd Day of Thul-Hijjah

2011-10-29T05:53:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

I pray Allah blesses you all. I pray he rewards me for my poems.

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Sunrise Moment

I get up to pray Fajr
the sky still dark
and when I finish bowing to Allah
I say my salaams and praise him with dhikr.

Subhan'allah, Alhamdulillah,
wa AllahuAkbar;
Laillah-illah

I look at the sky again
it's getting lighter and I look to the east;

the sun is rising...
turing the sky near it pale orange
and the area with clouds pale pink and purple;

clouds scattered, the rest of the sky,
as the pale orange turns pale yellow, is pale blue;
as the sun gets higher, as it all the colors spread
it gets lighter and soon fades to day.

Masha'allah, subhan'allah
wa Alhamdulillah;
AllahuAkbar.

If you keep on noticing
you can hear the silent earth sing,
the wind hollow
moving the trees only slightly...
just beautiful!

Masha'allah, subhan'allah
wa Alhamdulillah;
AllahuAkbar.

Allah let me see this moment
he knows what's in my heart
and gives what I need,

Alhamdulillah!

---

-by Fida Islaih

(written Oct. 29, 11)

Part of Many...

2011-10-13T12:50:00.001-07:00

reasons why I've been gone and might be for a little longer: too much to mixed feelings, too much to write... but I love you all! (:

I Love You

I know that I love you
but I don't know how to tell you,
you fill me up at every moment
but I just don't know how to
put it into to words

But I love to write
and when I do,
I release all from my heart,
right from top to bottom;
I just write, never share
cuz it feels like I'm exposing myself

I love you
and you deserve to know
so accept this poem
and know, I'm finally exposing myself

to the one I love, to you.

(written Oct. 12, 11)

- By Fida I.

I'm back...

2011-10-10T09:44:00.001-07:00

And Insha'Allah, for good!

This past month or so I haven't had my heart in blogging, but I have and still do have my heart in writing poetry.

I hope you sisters understand. You've been leaving such heart-warming comments. May Allah bless you all.

-Love,
your sister in Islam (:

P.S. I promise more poetry soon!

This Might Explain...

2011-10-07T15:09:00.001-07:00

Escape

I get no break
I have no escape
except in my thoughts
blocking everything out
and thinking of Allah.

I have no escape
unless I find silence
and stay there

like in nature
seeing, feeling
makes me calm
and helps me find my peace.

In Allah, is my only refuge.

(written Sept 20, 11)

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Teaser Tuesday: Love

2011-09-20T09:51:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

If you follow Heather's blog you'll know she's starting a Teaser Tuesday. And I was inspired... In the near past I have tweeted about a novel in verse I'm working on. It's time I share snippets.

This snippet is part of my novel, All Wrapped Up:

I go to those I love and talk
but soon things got worse
a meltdown came over me.

Yet in all this stress
I find something to keep me smiling
a love I thought wouldn't happen yet,

a growing crush on an Afghani boy.

- Copyright 2011 to Fida Islaih

To You, Zara

2011-09-17T16:45:00.000-07:00

To you, Zara:

Ever since we 'met'
we found each other
intertwined with similarities

A love for writing
sharing them through blogging,
through a magazine we both write for

Together we grew closer
loving each other in what we had to share
and had to see.

Without you is like any friendship I had
missing that person
until we're together again.

-Love, Fida

P.S. I hope one day we really do meet. Happy Birthday, Zara!! (-:

9/11

2011-09-11T06:55:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

Sorry for not posting for a little while. I have no real or one reason for not blogging. Don't worry, I'm still writing and soon will have amazing poems for you to read.

As we know, things will always get in the way. And there is one thing that got in the way 10 years ago and still affects us: 9/11.

May Allah bless those who tried to stay strong and help others. May Allah forgive those who caused it and those who accuse. And last but not least, may Allah show everyone the light. Ameen!

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

AllahuAkbar

2011-08-29T18:39:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters!

It's the night before Eid while I type this... And listening to the takbeer (that's why the title is what it is!)

Just wanted to send a big... EID MUBARAK, SISTERS!!!! :-)

Have a great and blessed day... Love, Fida

Faith Friday- A Sign

2011-08-26T16:03:00.000-07:00

A Beautiful Sign

Between Sahoor
and waiting for Fajr
we go outside for a sec

Glance to the side
and on the lowest of the sky
is the moon with surrounding stars
an almost crescent, colored pure white
masha'allah, a beautiful sign
that Eid is coming soon

The adhan comes on
and we rush inside
not wanting to wake the neighbors
and having to wash ourselves
for the first prayer of the day.

(written Aug 25, 11)

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Special Night Somewhere

2011-08-25T15:55:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

I know I said I would blog over the weekends but this past weekend was hectic and this coming weekend is full of preparation for Eid. That's why I'm blogging now...

Lailatul Qadr

Last night felt like Lailatul Qadr
I came home feeling happy and peaceful
the weather just right,
not too cold and not too hot

It might be time for bed
but Dhikr plays in my head
some of us sit outside
enjoying tea in the quiet

Looking up at the sky
all the stars are out
and I notice it all
and some in it's constellation

But crickets come calling
and so does bed
but it might be Lailatul Qadr
and you'd want the blessings
of a night worth more than a thousand months

I wash myself
and dress back into modesty
all wrapped up
I stand on my prayer mat
keeping myself focused
I praise and ask for forgiveness

All this to God.

(written Aug 23, 11)

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

All Mighty Pen

2011-08-16T07:04:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

Remember my poem, Part of Something? And how I entered in the mighty pen for the second time? Well this time, I'm the one that won the award!! (:

Btw, this is my last post for this week. Tomorrow I start my first day of my last year in high school! I will try to post on the weekends and of course Eid... and in September I'll post like I used to.

Till then, have a great last two weeks of Ramadan!

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Faith Friday: Prayer

2011-08-12T16:44:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

Whoa! Time is getting by me, I have less than an hour until Iftar. Well, I have a poem with a feeling you'll like or at least wish to have:

Detachment

I detach from what I do
to come close to you
and talk to you

I always feel this peace
when I finish
and hope I've pleased you

I just can't wait
to do it again
and feel this refreshed feeling again
and again.

(written Aug 11, 11)

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Ramadan: Day Eleven

2011-08-11T08:21:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,
I entered into my second mighty pen. You'd think it's another rare story by me but my mind was going down memory lane after yesterday's Iftar. Enjoy!

Part of Something

You don't understand!
I can't, I can't
just go up there
and be part of the group.

I'm a quiet girl
yes I'm familiar from classes
but what do I say

I'm not used to this,
only one on one
just leave me alone.

(written Aug 11, 11)

- by Fida Islaih
Prompt by I Take the Pen

Ramadan: Day Ten

2011-08-10T13:52:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,
Just a little poem that kind of goes with my day:

Change or Not

Sometimes life throws you a test
something you don't want to see or do
and you want to change it
but you gotta wait until the day comes
when you sit and talk
and see what you can change
or just have to accept.

(written Aug 10, 11)

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Tuesday's Tune: Being You

2011-08-09T16:22:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,
I have nothing much to say today, but I do have a poem for you:

Being You

Smiles and happiness float around you
as light comes from you
God has given you this gift

And I'm sure he's happy
to see his creation grow
and so grow to please your lord.

(written Aug 7, 11)

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Ramadan: Day Eight

2011-08-08T09:55:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

It's already week two of Ramadan. I haven't posted any poems last week, so following is a motivation poem:

Color My Path

{Look at the sunset,
all those beautiful colors
they don't change
just everyday but every moment;
they fade and new comes...}

{For you
let the stress and tears
fade away
and let the happiness and smiles
be your path.}

---

P.S. Remember my story, Angel Help. I wrote it as part of a contest Krista, at I take a Pen, was doing. I didn't win, but I did get honorable mention for my story being the most uplifting (when you click the link, scroll to the bottom to see what I mean.) Enjoy!

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Angel Help- A Story

2011-08-04T10:03:00.001-07:00

Angel Help

"Outside the rain fell like gray sheets over the world. Trees bent, kneeling to the force of the wind. In the distance, a brilliant blue flash of light broke the sky. Moments later the answering rumble of thunder rolled through the air.

I watched the storm through the glass window. My gratitude for the shield provided by my small home increased with the intensity of the storm. Another flash of lighting and the room plunged into darkness. This time the thunder shook the house.

Behind me I heard the eerie sound of a door creaking open. My blood ran cold. Slowly I turned..."

Slowly I turned to see no shadowy figure. Yet my cat kept on looking around and meowing. I remember learning that cats see not only better, but another dimension.

It got me thinking when a flash of light lit the doorway and I heard a voice. I still couldn't really see, but what I saw amazed me. It was wings of an angel.

"Peace be with you, daughter of Eve. You've been a good Muslim, but lately you went into a dip."

I stood there in shock, how does the angel know. As if it can read my mind he answers, "You know God knows everything. He sent the storm, much bigger, as a sign. And I'm hear to let you know that. Pray and I'll send it above."

I do start praying and soon the angel's gone.

-Flash fic by Fida Islaih

Prompt by I Take the Pen

Muslim Tag

2011-08-02T07:29:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

I'm doing two posts today. This one's a tag... if you know the OMGHijabis they're doing a Muslim tag. And I decided to bring it here:

1) Are you a convert or born muslim and how about your parents?

{I am born Muslim and so are my parents.}

2) What's your ethnicity and if it was related at all to how you were born then how?

{My dad is Palestinian and my mom is Malaysian. I was born proud of both places I come from and to accept people from other cultures. Also, no matter how different there is Islam.}

3) Where are you from and have you been to the middle east? If yes why and how did you like it?

{I have never been, but insha'Allah one day I will go.}

4) What's your favorite Arab/Middle Eastern dish?

{I like so many dishes and desserts!! Like Maklouba, Kushari, Bamya. Like Kanafee and many more. I hope everyone has a chance to try them all.}

5) What's the most interesting Islam/Arabic related saying you use day to day?

{I've learned Arabic for so long, but it doesn't stay :/ I say things like alhamdulillah, masha'allah, subhan'allah, and insha'Allah for everything.}

6) What do you love most about Islam?

{What I love about Islam: There is Allah, just saying you his name you know what he does- just think of the 99 names/attributes he showers us with.}

7) What's the most interesting item in your house related to Islam/Middle Eastern culture, excluding the Quran?

{Islam-related: We have frames of Allah's name and the prophet's (pbuh); also, verses from the Quran.}

{MiddleEastern related: We have a plate with Jerusalem on it and a frame of cloth my grandmother made.}

- Ana Fida wa Ma'Salaama

Ramadan: Day One

2011-08-01T15:24:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

I hope you're making it through you're first day. I still have about 3 hours left. I'm planning to each day post a dua'a. Today is a makeshift one:

O'Allah,
May you have blessings on the prophet (saw), on my family, and on my brothers and sisters around the world. May you make today easy and everything I do easy. Ameen.

Here are some beautiful reads to keep you busy and insha'Allah inspired and motivated:

Poem: Finally!

Ramadan: A New Start

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Ramadan Mubarak!

2011-07-31T08:40:00.000-07:00

Assalaamu Alaikum sisters,

Sorry for not bloggging for so long, at least tomorrow's the first day of Ramadan! On facebook, I follow this page called 'The Ideal Muslimah' And they provided some great resources I plan to use and insha'Allah you will, too:

Ramadan checklist

Ramadan Diary

Again, Ramadan Mubarak!! May Allah accept our fasts and good deeds, Ameen! (:

Love, Fida

Inspired to...

2011-07-17T14:54:00.001-07:00

Peace be with you sisters,

As I hope you all know Demi Lavato came up with a new song, Skyscraper, and this is just a poem inspired by it. Thanks! And enjoy! (:

I'm walking through this space
with so much on me
overwhelming with stress
and frustrations

I reach my corner
And feel teardrops fall
I want those who love
to come by
to talk, to encourage me
to keep on going

I wipe of the bad
the worry of yesterday
and prepare for the day to come.

I keep on smiling
keep on climbing
keep on being strong
cuz I know...

the sun is shining,
somewhere, nearby.

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Faith Friday: Believe

2011-07-15T11:18:00.000-07:00

Hi to my new readers! If you're here for my poetryfest entries, go one post down. If you're here for my entry for Ali Cross's blogfest, it's a little different than you expect but enjoy!

Unexpected Turns

It's Independence day
or just the fourth or July
if you want to call it that
yet that doesn't matter
when something unexpected happens.

Going to Niagara Falls as a family
was the plan,
but having sat in a car for 8 hours
and being surrounded by boys
was too much.

My body ached
emotionally and physically
I wanted to be alone.

I got that for a few
but my little cousin
also stayed behind
and wanted me to hang out.

I did for awhile
but sleep was calling
and I was able to answer.

But again I was interrupted
cuz the family was home
talking about the fun
seeing a sunset on the falls
and the fireworks coming after that
they say I missed so much
and I know I did
but rest was really need.

~137 words

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Also there is the #TourdeWriting going on. My word count for this first week is: only 186 words.

And finally for my sisters, I found a new love, Maher Zain- I Believe. Enjoy!

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Last Day Poetryfest

2011-07-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

Before I get to my third and last poem of the blogfest, I have an award to mention. As you know, earlier this year TheSisWhoSmiles awarded me the Butterfly Award. Along with me she awarded The Creative Muslimah. And yesterday The Creative Muslimah awarded me the award that was awarded to the both of us. Whew! That was complex. Now for something simpler, enjoy!

Butterfly

Everyone has their own kind of wings
so fly away and be a butterfly
showing your colors
to the world
also helping those along the way.

You feed them
to work their wings
and be their own
just like you.

Keep it up
yet be like a
sunrise and a sunset
going over the horizon,
but remembering to come back
and shine your light on those you love.

(c) Jul 2011

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Poetry Schmoetry

2011-07-13T07:50:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

I'm entering my first blogfest ever! And it's a poetry one, yay! My first entry was Monday's poem, today is the second entry, and i'A tomorrow will be the third and last. So enjoy!

Silence

Silence is all I need
after all this
rushing here and there
everyone is piling work on my
I take it as stress
overflowing my frustration level
I want to rest, I want to cry
I know nothing will stop, stay still

But all I need silence
to brighten me up.

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Monday's Melody: Motivate

2011-07-11T12:12:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,
I'm back and with motivation for you!

Got my feet on the ground
I'll keep on going
no matter the obstacle

I may take a little break
but enough to get my energy back
and feet back on the ground.

(written Jul 9, 11)

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Monday's Melody: Life

2011-07-04T10:09:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters,

Yes I know, I'm posting a week earlier. But I got inspiration from a fellow sister. You'll find the inspiration on my tumblr. So enjoy the poem! Life is a blessing! (:

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Life

Anyone can laugh, anyone can dream
Everyone and everything can pray
each in their own way.

Anything can happen
with the right reason
with the right intention.

Laugh, dream, pray
move along with a smile
be your own.

Laugh for your own reason
dream your own dream
pray for help, pray to praise
Be blessed for all you can do.

(written July 4, 11)

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Blessing #9: Sisterhood

2011-06-26T18:25:00.001-07:00

Assalaamu Alaikum sisters!

My number one blessing: sisterhood! xx

Wanna know what I'm talking about and why. Check out Dear Little Auntie's 'You've Got Mail :D' Here's a poem I wrote inspired by them:

Stand Up

Stand up
and be the person you want to see,
stand up
and be the person you want to be,
no more waiting
just stand up and walk.

You'll meet sisters along the way
ready to help
give you a hand
pull you forward, push you on

Yet take your time,
your own pace
to each decision

Just know
Allah is here and ready.

(written Jun 27, 11)

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Monday's Melody: A Big Thanks!

2011-06-20T13:57:00.001-07:00

Thanks SisWhoSmiles and Zara for the best online birthday wishes!! You are two people I would LOVE to meet (:

Usually you would get to read a poem from me, but recently I've lost my touch to find inspiration anywhere. Insha'Allah, though, I'll have it back.

For now, a poem by Zara dedicated to me as part of her special b-day message to me:

A beautiful sister who writes such beautiful poetry,
Just through her words opens the beauty of her heart,
It unfolds the messages, the meanings, And simplicity of her mind,
One can not compare the thoughts that appear so kind.

She unravels the importance of her life-
Through signficant meanings of Islam,
Each word touches the readers soul,
Forever there for the world to unfold.

Thanks again!! ((:

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Picture Prompt: Rear View Mirror

2011-06-19T08:21:00.001-07:00

Prompt found on 'Of Thoughts and Words'

A Traveler

I'm just traveling
life moving fast
everything just a moment
in my rear view mirror.

by Fida

(written June 19, 2011)

Exclusive: B-day Blessings

2011-06-17T11:40:00.000-07:00

Yes, it's my birthday! This girl is finally 18 :-) That means I edited my accomplish list. Did I do them or not? What else do I have in mind? Btw this will be Monday's melody on faith Friday. That's why it's exclusive, not :-)

For now, 18 things I'm thankful for:

1. Going on Facebook and seeing so many 'happy birthdays!'

2. Going shopping and actually getting more than one thing!

3. After so long, I finally went to our Friday khutbah and got to see people I haven't seen in a while.

4. Having the family I do, even if we don't get along, there are those special moments.

5. The ability to the happiness and light around me, and get it into me, no matter the mood.

6. My smiles and the fact it's what everyone loves at first sight :))

7. I'm finally seeing/ making the changes I need as a Muslim and a healthy eater.

8. The friendships I have had for so long is still strong.

9. For the way Allah has made my friends, for me to look up to.

10. The making of new friends.

11. I can't forget the teachers that have helped me to where I am now.

12. Also, my cats. They are my therapy; being able to feel their soft fur and feel them sniffing me when I'm in my sadness.

13. My writing... it has taken me far in looking in a new light, appreciating what Allah has given me, and being published!!

14. My blog... after working so hard and being patient I have enough loving readers and 4 awards under 6 months, masha'allah!!

15. For always learning! May my poetry reflect that.

16. For being me, even though I have a disability I'm strong and have a talent to cover it, alhamdulillah!

17. For living in a country that's doing well, that lets me wear hijab.

18. Last, but not least... I'm blessed for what will come because it's all from Allah and he gives what I need not want, alhamdulillah! :)

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Stylish Blogger Award

2011-06-14T13:13:00.000-07:00

Assalaamu Alaikum sisters! I won my 4th blog award!! Thanks goes to Marie at The Color of Our Skin.

So 7 things about me :)

1. I go to sleep and have a dream. Then sometime sooner or later, some or all parts come true. I think it's Allah is telling me to prepare for whatever the dream was about.

2. Every activity I do makes me tired. Yet I still put on a smile :)

3. Any overwhelmingness, good or bad, makes me have a few tears fall. I always try to get over the overwhelming feeling to be strong.

4. I can't eat spicy foods, it's too much for me.

5. I want so much to become a better Muslim.

6. I want friends who've moved overseas to come back and be by me.

7. I love this article about advocating rights for people with disabilities by Habibi Halaqas

This award goes to 2 blogs I've recently found:

All You Need is Luff
Reminders & Reflections

Thanks everyone! Be on the lookout for an exclusive post on Friday ;)

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Framing the Fundamentals

2011-06-13T10:30:00.000-07:00

Assalaamu Alaikum sisters :)

This is a late Faith Friday post. This weekend I went to a seminar on Framing the Fundamentals: Faith, Family, Friendship. And I just wanted to share some of what I learned. I hope you learn something, too. Enjoy! :-)

Friendship: The word friend has many words in arabic. They talked about the different contexts it has and an interesting topic: can you be friends with non-Muslims? And the answer is yes. Just keep what is said in mind.

A friend should be a protector and someone to depend on, but not too much. Allah is our protector and wants us to be dependent on him, but also independent.

A friend should help you benefit. Have a connection for the greater good and of course something more beloved than wealth. Allah helps us human beings our whole life, don't be afraid to help at least once.

All in all: Surround yourself with people who will make you better.

This is what you have to base your relationship on: What makes me want to be with them? Will I do halal or haraam? Will Allah like it or not?

As a side note we also talked gender relations. Don't think you can't cross paths. At least acknowledge the person, you don't have to start a conversation.

Peer pressure. There is negative and positive pressure. And going back to friends, find the right ones to help you make the right choices and have a positive stand. If you see a good deed, don't just praise it and the person. Put to action what you learned to better yourself. Have faith in them and in yourself. But if it's neg. break away and give yourself an Iman raise: make dua'a. And remember when you work hard, you feel good at the end.

Religion vs. culture. As we should all know Islam first, then culture. Use the good and leave the bad from your culture. Always ask yourself, What will the prophet think and what will Allah think?

Last, but no least, Ramadan! It's coming up in a month and a half. In the beginning we have this sense of hope, excitement...we do these good deeds but towards they end we lose that energy and end disappointed.

How can we remove that disappointment and feel amazing? Remember the purpose why we fast. We are trying to get closer to Allah. We have to have Taqwa: trying your very best to stay away from haraam.

Step one: Prepare and practice. We should try fasting the month before, even if it's for one day.

Step two: Do good deeds every moment you can: at school and home even if it's just a smile. Last but not least, think about your actions whenever you can. Reflect on yourself and change for the better.

Step three: Keep it up even after Ramadan is over. You don't want to be the ramadan Muslim, but the year long practicing Muslim.

Here something that can help you. Make a schedule of your day, what you always do. Pick a few good deeds to do during the free moments. Here's an example from the lovely igotitcovered website called Tick Tock.

Enjoy and I hope you do the best you can.

Your sister, Fida

Blessings #7: Summer!

2011-06-06T11:00:00.001-07:00

Assalaamu Alaikum sisters!

My number one blessing: summer! No school for a little while :)

{I finally got my much needed dr. appointment even though it was a little overwhelming}

{I'm no longer a junior, but a senior! I'll be 18 in less than 2 weeks!}

{I have all the time I want to work on my much waited novel and improve as a Muslima and person}

{My mother with her strength and encouraging words for me}

{Last but not least, Allah's words. "With hardship comes ease." & "He doesn't burden a soul with more than it can hold." & "He made everyone in there best form."}

Alhamdulillah :D

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Jummah Mubarak!

2011-06-03T07:00:00.001-07:00

Assalamu Alaikum sisters! And Jummah Mubarak :)

I feel extra happy today because I'm finally on my summer holiday!! School has been so hard this semester. Alhamdulillah it's over! Well enough of me rambling. Check out my poem and other Friday posts. You'll love them :)

Love

I'll never forget you
like the sun never forgets to set
and rise again

I'll be over the horizon
but I'll come back
just to see you.

(written Jun 3, 11)

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Another Dedication

2011-06-02T11:01:00.001-07:00

Never mind about no poetry this week. Enjoy!

A Doodle

Doodle after doodle
each outstanding and unique
just like you.

It's your outlet
letting you express
what you see in your mind,
a creature no one else can draw.

It takes you away
sometimes good, sometimes bad
but that's what friends are for,
to help you, to explore
the person you are.

(written Jun 1, 11)

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Dedication Poem

2011-05-27T14:01:00.001-07:00

Happiness

I think sometimes of just you, making my day.
At the sight of purple, you remind me of my love for it.
With me in stress, you come by, a gentle rub in hand.
You are like sunshine, even with just a look, I'm filled with warmth.
You understand me so well, I just say one thing and you know what to do, if you should just go, or stay and talk.
Either way with silence, I know you care.
Each scarf I wear, each thing I do, you comment.
Wishing for a talk, not about school, but faith.
Both having a love for cats.
With her we talk heart to heart and tease.
Tears, smiles, and laughs
Chocolate lingers in the air, purple in sight
She's like the sun bringing warmth.
She's awesome person.
I'll never forgot the moments with her.

(written May 26, 2011)

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Monday's Melody: People

2011-05-23T16:09:00.001-07:00

I know I've started mentioning my blessings ever Monday, but for today I want to go back to where it was still a poetry day, i have an experience i want to share.

Always Changing

Walking in like you're known
you put smiles on, like lipstick
pretending you're into the surroundings
around you
but that's all sarcastic
when you come by,
sit and talk.

You compliment every outfit
you seem to like
but deep underneath
you're changing the pic,
and sometimes you throw it out
like a rock, looking smooth but really isn't.

Jeans with a dress
is my modesty
but she says leggings
would look better;
I say it's not modesty
with the face you make
while eating something sour
you say it is modesty;
Yet you don't know what modesty is
your mind doesn't look down the road,
but leggings are leggings
showing the shape of your legs
We're supposed to cover head to toe
in loose clothing;

Yet you still eat things sour
not accepting what I say;
throw around my faith
I'll throw our friendship away.

(written May 22, 11)

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Faith Friday: Strength

2011-05-20T07:33:00.001-07:00

Allah, Make Me Strong

Oh Allah,
you showed the best of me
letting the smiles grow
and letting me be my strongest

But oh Allah
you also showed my weakest
not able to do all I do
trying to hide the tears
from the world

Yet oh Allah,
you know what I need
and I pray,
make me strong.

(written May 20, 11)

Btw, the song of the week: Make Me Strong by Sami Yusuf
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Interpret in your Way

2011-05-19T12:26:00.001-07:00

This is my 100th post! As the title says interpret this pic how you see it. I found this on another blog and thought to give it a try (:

All She Needed

A long, stressful day
at school,
sunshine and sparkle
is what she needed.

With a park nearby
a picnic for herself,
she dressed up
in her favorite dress
and party shoes

and walked
giving smiles to herself
she did all she could,
having a photoshoot
and talks to herself;

a moment in the sun,
lying on the grass,
is all she needed
to throw her worries away.

(written May 19, 11)

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Tuesday's Tune: Love

2011-05-17T12:31:00.001-07:00

Mine, Yours, Ours

My love is ocean waves
wanting to come back to you
splashing with memories.

Your love is a pearl
hidden from everyone
only those who really deserve it
see it.

Our love is every color
a rainbow of feelings
hanging above us.

(written May 12, 2011)

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63 Years

2011-05-15T17:27:00.001-07:00

I'm only half-Palestinian, but I stand strong for them. Here's a poem I wrote:

Palestine

Friendships torn apart
innocent people dying,
mothers by our side

hopeless…

thinking if God
will be by our side.

We…
the children of this land
living but not living.

Palestine…
Then…land of peace
Now…land of grief.

Palestine…
a holy land,
a land that will never die.

(written sometime, a year ago)
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Monday's Melody: Cont. Blessings

2011-05-09T11:53:00.001-07:00

My words are gold. How do I know that? Well your comments tell me that, but I was thinking more towards an award. I earned the 'Butterfly' award! Thanks SisWhoSmiles :)) btw, this is just one thing that keeps the smiles flying my way :D

Well before I tell you who gets the award, this post I guess is a continuation of yesterday's blessings and love post. Also, a few things about me:

<3 I adore writing as you all know and I love the comments that come with them.

<3 I have a disability called mitochondrial encephalophathy, but it brought me to see who really loves me and to smile at the small things in life.

<3 I believe with Allah's creation for cocoa beans, chocolate helps with everything! Same with smiling and laughing :))

<3 I love surprises, but that brings me to being overwhelmed oversensitive. But I still see the fun around me.

Last but not lest, songs! I love writing poems and listening to songs. My dad likes to listen to random radio stations. My fave is the 7:30 senseless survey, but today we didn't flip to the station it's on. I did hear a song and so the song of the day...

Our God by Chris Tomlin

Enjoy! Find out more about me more along the journey together ;) For now, the award goes to...

The 3 advice giving sisters/aunties at Dear Little Auntie.

and

well every sis who have been commenting on my blog. I know you deserve it because we all take our time out of our busy day to let everyone know you're here ;)

Love you all!

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Women in my Life

2011-05-08T09:45:00.001-07:00

╔══════════════ ೋღ☃ღೋ ══════════════╗
♥ If you have an amazing MOTHER, or know an amazing WOMAN let her know ♥
╚══════════════ ೋღ☃ღೋ ══════════════╝

I'm bringing the blessings post a day early because it's Mothers Day!! I'm always thankful for having a mother and a great one, too. But there are many women out there who touches us like one of their own.

<3 my mother (:

<3 my aunts on both sides of my family (:

<3 my Muslim friends' mothers (:

<3 the other Muslim women in my community who also have touched my heart (:

<3 last but not lest, 3 Spec. Ed. teachers who've helped me (:

Insha'allah, each and every one of them are having a blessed day today.

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Faith Friday: Change

2011-05-06T08:47:00.000-07:00

Change Who I Am

I was once so low
having bad days
not praying, reading, or listening
but God always showed up
giving me signs
through nature and friends

through it all
I began to change
be a better person

a person I always
wanted to see.

(written May 2, 11)

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Sensations of Space

2011-05-05T15:05:00.001-07:00

In Creative Writing we had to write a series of 10 short poems. Each of them about 3 lines long & written for 3 minutes. The tricky part we have to write about what our eyes fall on. Here's some of them.

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People

White, brown, tan
All colors of love and peace
People, I love you
All for the sake of God.

People all around me
Some help, some hurt
But we're all here for the sake of God.

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Trashcan

Throw all your worries away
Don't let it hold you down
Cuz baby, I love your smile.

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Tornado

A twister of life
Messing with your mind
Just let the little things pass
And it'll be alright.

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Clock

Tick-tock
time of my life
laugh and smile
All you want.

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Angel Wings

Baby, you're my angel
take me away
to a place where
I can always smile.

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Closet

I find every color
I need to wear
Holding outfits
Of three cultures.

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May the Fourth

2011-05-04T17:00:00.001-07:00

Let it Through

Open the curtains
and see all of nature
what God has given you
to keep on going, to keep on smiling.

A snippet of what I wrote today. May the 'fourth' be with you!
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Monday's Melody: Blessings #5

2011-05-02T12:56:00.001-07:00

Y time with just mama Y spending great time talking and laughing with friends Y finally having a good day at school after a long while Y love how spring brings a large load of inspiration Y having readers/sisters who love me and my poetry.

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Faith Friday: The Light

2011-04-29T17:00:00.001-07:00

Light Needed

News after news
Just putting you down
You try to keep up
Keep your head high

But news after news
Drag you down
Making you look down

You try to keep the tears in
But the last news comes
Pulling that last string
Letting the tears fall

You go searching in the darkness
Trying to find that switch
The lights go on
And all you need
Is that smile
To let you know

There's a piece of peace.

(written Apr. 29, 11)

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Blessings & Love #4

2011-04-26T05:28:00.000-07:00

Y Always and forever the family, friends, and teachers that care Y even though my body has been achy these past few days, I'm happy to get the rest I need Y the heart to heart talks I have with my Spec. Ed. teacher Y for my mom knowing how I feel without asking me Yafter hours art! Y CHOCOLATE and double chocolate chip drinks Y the poems I write and how it touches the hearts of readers Y I can't forget Allah, who has guided me the right way.

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Monday's Melody: No One

2011-04-25T13:52:00.001-07:00

No One

No one, no one
seems to be listening,
they just get their answers
and go.

No one, no one
sees the tears fall,
They just want to get
their own things done.

No one, no one
seems to care,
but maybe
if I give them a chance
they might just turn around
and be who I want to see.

(written Apr. 25, 11)
-inspired by Aly and AJ's 'No One'

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Tuesday's Tune: Effort

2011-04-19T05:45:00.001-07:00

I Try

I try to hold back the tears
with each step I take
more aches, more pain
come over me.

Trying to rest
my mind wanders back
to the pain, to the work
I'm missing.

My body exhausted,
trying to hold back the tears
but eventually let them fall.

(written Apr. 19, 11)

- Posted by Fida using BlogPress

Monday's Melody: Moments

2011-04-18T14:44:00.001-07:00

Happy Moments

I just want to dance
keep on smiling
the whole day
like the sun shining.

I just want to forget
the pain I live with
following me around

Just forget about it
laughing along
with loving friends

nearby...

(written Apr. 18, 11)

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Day 15: Should, Should Not

2011-04-15T18:28:00.001-07:00

You Shouldn't

You shouldn't ignore
reading between the lines when you really care;
they may need for a gentle touch
or for you to listen to why those tears are falling.

You shouldn't ignore
love is the key.

(written Apr. 14, 11)

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Tuesday's Tune: Forms

2011-04-12T14:13:00.001-07:00

Poetry

Poetry creates an imagE
One line or many are used to express their hate and loVE
Even though it may sound hard, but let youR
heart guide you to how and whY
Together you'll feel lighT
Reading by you and others Help learn and inspire.
You'll fill with prIde.
In your mind things are inspiriN'
So let yourself Go

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Monday's Melody: Someday

2011-04-11T14:54:00.001-07:00

Maybe Someday

Maybe someday
sunshine will shine
for lasting times,
for people to keep on smiling,
keep on being on their good side.

Maybe someday
real peace will take place;
but for now
let things come as they do
for someday...

things will change.

(written Apr. 11, 11)

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Another Surprise

2011-04-09T07:02:00.001-07:00

Like I mentioned Elisa tagged me into answering questions about my favorite things. Well here it is. It will be our early Monday's Melody: Blessings post! Oh and also we have to tag some people, but I tag all of you; enjoy!

Food- I don't have a favorite, but I'm craving rice. Maybe a Palestinian or Malaysian dish.
Color- of course purple! I have this crazy obsession for it.
Animal- I love all animals, just don't take me to the zoo. I'll enjoy there beauty as they come.
Sport- I don't have one, but I could say soccer.
Dessert- anything chocolate!!
Pair of Shoes- anything comfortable.
Outfit- tunics!
Brand- does Tjmaxx count?
Perfume- Bamberry
Accessory- purse and hijab.
City- Fishers and Dearborn.
Hobby- daydreaming and writing.
Beauty product- I don't use makeup; just a cleanser.
Snack- anything I have around.
Holiday- Ramadan and Eid!
Movie- hmm... Sorry, I don't have one.
Song- I cant think of one song I like, but some of my fave singers are Natasha Bedingfield and Sami Yusuf.
Guilty Pleasure - eating chocolate and the pride of writing a much loved poem.

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Faith Friday: Strangers

2011-04-08T17:00:00.001-07:00

I was tagged by Elisa to answer a few questions, but I'm tired. Well here are a couple poems from day 7; enjoy!! The reason for these poems. Well these past few weeks people have touched me. A teacher of mine had a friend who brought some sunshine, then the little aunties had a touching post, and finally a stranger came up to my mom and I during our vacation to recite a poem of hers: each sister is unique. Thank you everyone :')

Kindness

If you could just
show a smile, be kind
go up to a stranger
and do something special;
You could touch a soul
and be remembered.

***

You may be a stranger
but as sisters
in humanity, in faith
we know how to be together
to do things unbelievably touching.

(written Apr. 7, 11)

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Day 3: Hope

2011-04-03T08:01:00.001-07:00

I love everything about Dear Lil Auntie! Today they had someone ask about dealing with a medical condition. Just reading gave me tears, encouragement, and Hope! And yes I have a medical condition, too; mitochondrial encephalopathy. But now onto the poem of the day :)

Hope Needed

Aches and pains
it's all I feel,
but I know I can pray
I can turn to Allah.

Conditions that will
stay with me forever,
I've learned to live and push on
with the strength I have.

With all I have
I pray, I take it...

day by day
with love on my side.

(written Apr. 3, 11)

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Day 2: From This World

2011-04-02T14:37:00.001-07:00

From This World

Strip me, strip me from this world
look at me, at who I really am

Am I a good Muslim
With good deeds overflowing?
Or am I a bad person
with bad deeds as high as a mountain?

Strip me, strip me from this world
Look at me, at who I really am

Is there anything I can change?
I'll go the mile just to do so;
I want to see a smile on your face.

So strip me, strip me from this world.

(written on Apr. 1, 11)
-inspired by Bedingfield's "Strip Me"

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Faith Friday: Sisters

2011-04-01T08:49:00.001-07:00

Pic from Saba, today is the start of NPM! Let's get writing and rhyming!

Soul Sister

Nothing but a hi,
heyy, heyy;
it may be all we say...

but I know we love,
we feel our emotion
understanding each other
always making each other's day

cuz we're sweet moonbeams
shining across the wayy;

always remembering
I'll never forget you...

as a soul sister.

(written on Mar. 26, 11)

A poem I wrote with a close friend, but I added more cuz of more inspiration. Thank you Nawara and Zara!

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Bits and Pieces: Inspiration

2011-03-31T12:45:00.000-07:00

You feel like you had a bad day, let the tears fall
but people care, so you bite back a smile,
hoping no one will see.

***

Day by day
we push one, trying to keep a smile.

***

We have nothing left to say,
but we stay put,
knowing each other's love.

Tuesday's Tune: Feelings

2011-03-29T14:06:00.000-07:00

Update 4-1-11: poem published on Dear Little Auntie.

I Want To

I want to feel the excitement again
the calm, the enlightening
of praying;

I want to feel the purity again
splashing water, having a smile
if reading the quran;

I want to feel the freshness again
of being a Muslim.

Inspired by TSWS on her post, Falling in Love.

Monday's Melody: Blessings

2011-03-28T08:45:00.000-07:00

I mentioned a few weeks ago that I would start a blessings-of-the-week post. After enough delay, it starts today :)

Y For going to the Indy Girls Qiyaam Y I'm an oversensitive gal. I cry once a week and sometimes more; this past week is the only time I remember not crying. Y My mind is on poetry inspiration overload Y Seeing someone I love in purple Y I always feel like I need so much chocolate to make it through the week. I realized I don't need that much Y Having warm weather with a nice breeze Y The rain on my face after a bad day Y For my family and friends Y For the feeling of seeing someone you love soon Y Best of all, being a Muslim and having Allah by my side!!

your truly,

Surprise!

2011-03-26T16:18:00.000-07:00

(Updated on 3-26-11)

I always go blog walking and find some inspiration. I decided to make an award (since i didn't have an appropriate one) for those who deserve it. Those bloggers are the ones I always go back to for more inspiration. Thank you!! And keep up what you do :D

Bloggers who deserve the award:

Dear Little Auntie and their posts on Iman (and for the fact that they have 2 guest posts by me!!)
TheSisWhoSmiles and her sparkle of a smile!!
Chloe and her best of how to's
Elisa and her 'cute way to start the morning'
Heather and her Friday Creature Features
Zara and her spirit of being an Inspired Author
when i was making the list I keep thinking should I add Saba to it and I didn't :( But she deserves the award for her gentle reminders and poetry.
I found a new blog which at first sight was inspirational. Thanks Natalie @ Letters to Lines

Rules:

Thank and link back to the person that awarded this to you. :)
Link posts by you and fellow bloggers that YOU find inspirational.
Give the award to 10 fellow bloggers!

yours truly,

Faith Friday: Our Lord

2011-03-25T13:13:00.000-07:00

Praise to Allah

Praise to Allah
from the sky to the grass
everything and everyone has a way
to think of you.

Praise to Allah
for the things that surround me
that guide me
to thinking of you.

Praise to Allah
just to be, at peace.

written within a few minutes on Mar. 25, 2011. Inspiration from this post and from listening to this song. Yes I know... it's Alhamdulillah again :) And I can't forget the post with the same title, Light Upon Light.

Video: Light

2011-03-24T12:48:00.000-07:00

Light Upon Light

In this world today, there are many ways
to fall from grace, and to go astray
we should realize, that in our lives
we can make a change, for brighter days

Islam is here to guide us all
To light our ways and break our fall
Allah is here for you and I
morning to night, he is light
upon light.

Say Ya Allah, my life is yours
My light upon light, to the heaven doors
you are the key, to the paradise
the pleasure and the joy, in the afterlife

Islam is here to guide us all
to light our ways and break our fall
Allah is here for you and I
morning to night, he is light
upon light.

- Dawud Wharnsby and Irfan Makki

Bits and Pieces: The Power...

2011-03-23T15:03:00.000-07:00

...of Allah is great!! Something I just noticed made me feel just that:

The sky so dark,
yet the sun still shines so bright;
a gush of wind...
cold on my face, my hijab in the way
but can be so powerful! (Even a trampoline flies across the street!)

yet a rainbow so large, so clear
shines across the darkened sky.

~~~

Talking about power, think about the power of dua'a. Here is a 'down in the dumps' post by DLA that helps.

Faith Friday: Worry Ends

2011-03-18T14:13:00.000-07:00

"Worry ends when faith begins."

Today's Faith Friday isn't a poem I've written, but the song of the week. It's literally been the only song I've been listening to this week... enjoy!

btw a few more words for those who are trying to push through grief: One day the light will shine again.

To you,

Tuesday's Tune: My mind

2011-03-15T12:07:00.000-07:00

"I love the rain because no one sees me crying. I love the wind because I can close my eyes and know everything will eventually be okay."

My Mind

By day my mind...

is everywhere else but here;

I push on and as I do another part

I blank...

not remembering, not thinking

I still push on, but that special someone

notices the look I have

"you've had enough."

just take a break.

A true, fresh from the heart poem written right when school let out. Insha'allah, I'll have a better day.

Monday's Melody: Proud to be

2011-03-14T11:34:00.000-07:00

3-15-11: And just an update: TheSisWhoSmiles has a similar post! =)

***

If I Were...

If I were a gemstone, I'd be a pearl
covered by my shell,
shining for only those who find me.

If I were a flower, I'd be a rose
covered by thorns to protect myself
from the touches of society.

If I were an item of clothing, I'd be a headscarf
beautifully wrapped, a flag of Islam.

But best of all, I'm a Muslim
being like everything above, with everything I need
just praising Allah.

(written Mar 13, 11)

I'd like to say I was inspired by this post, but a song called Alhamdulillah has been stuck in my head and it may have contributed to the inspiration.

Week 1: Of Dazzle and Dare

2011-03-13T13:07:00.000-07:00

I'd like to say it went well, I had a great start. But no, I didn't =(

As you know I love chocolate and put it has a challenge to go on without it. Well, bad days never go away. One day my spec. ed. teacher I was having a rough day; she had a stash of chocolate and gave me one. I can't refuse, she'll call me crazy and send me 20 questions, hehe :) So ya... it doesn't stop there.

Your mom goes shopping and asks you what do you want. My usual answer: chocolate! This time: I would ask for chocolate, but I'm doing a challenge. Mothers know their child too well; she still bought me chocolate.

Ahh!! Life is complex, but alhamdulillah I'm still here :) And remember another challenge of mine is spending more time in prayer. It's improving a little. As you saw in my recent poems, I have my mind more on Allah <3

Insha'allah we'll keep improving :)

btw, you can find advice over at Chloe's post and like the pic, by weheartit, shows... keep flying!

Poem: Washing Away

2011-03-09T12:17:00.000-08:00

Washing Away

Stress on you shoulders
all you want is a break;
people care and make you smile.

but things never fully help
just the repeated thoughts of my lord,
walking out
rain is splashing, washing away
the dirt of the day.

Fresh from the heart, written a few minutes ago.

Tuesday's Tune: Your Spirit

2011-03-08T14:00:00.000-08:00

Uplift Your Spirit

So much frustration in you, the tears fall;
those that love come by to talk
and understand;
smiles shine again...

but nothing uplifts you're spirit
as much as the thought of, Allah!

written in less than 5 minutes after a day full of tiredness and finally listening to Dawud Wharnsby.

Flash Fic: Covered

2011-03-06T15:08:00.000-08:00

Why Are You Covered?

It's a question I always hear. I'm a Muslim girl and I'm doing what I need to do. That's also the reason why I didn't get much sleep last night. It's Ramadan and I was at the mosque helping set out the food and breaking my fast. I might have been stuffing my face, but my family is known to help the community a lot. We give money to charity, but we also go to random people's houses and see if the need anything done. I have to say we don't help just because we're Muslim. I'm an undercover ninja!

This is my first attempt on flash fiction. As you know my writing is my own original piece. Please do not reproduce without permission.

btw, check out this site I found: Ninjabi Comics.

As I mentioned...

2011-03-05T12:55:00.000-08:00

Chloe's blog is an inspiration- so don't be surprised when you see a count-your-blessings post once a week. Maybe on Wednesday or Thursday, we'll see next week.

Also she has this challenge I want to try. Like her title says- dazzle and dare! I say get out of your comfort zone and try something in the courage zone.

Following are some goals I've thought of trying:

1. No chocolate!
2. Spend more time in prayer.
3. I'm really quiet and I really don't say everything I need to, so my next one is... be more talkative.

Be prepared and good luck to everyone who's trying!

this photo was found in chloe's blog, but linked to weheartit

Faith Friday: Our Lord

2011-03-04T13:02:00.000-08:00

It is My Lord

By morning and by night
little treasures remind me of Him

Mountains so high
I struggle each day
it's Him who I need.

He doesn't need me
but he created me
and everything beautiful

to be remembered, to be praised
he is our lord, Allah!

(written on 3-4-11)

This poem was inspired 5 minutes ago after reading By the Morning Light. You should read it and also go check out my publications page, I just updated it.

Bits and Pieces: Change

2011-02-28T14:45:00.000-08:00

Change

Why does change have to be so hard?

Why can't things stay the way they are?

I love the way everything went
the way i was able to smile
and not be pushed or rushed.

This poem is still in mid writing and I still feel like changing it. Ha! Change is the topic... well maybe I'll let you continue it and write your own version.

Just A Little Something

2011-02-26T17:16:00.000-08:00

This is what wordle came up with when I put my blog address:

Links Cont...

2011-02-24T15:03:00.000-08:00

Through this hectic time, I'm trying to relax and read. And by reading, I mean blogs. The other day I found a blog by Chloe Inga. By what I see is her blog is about her own designs and advice for the ladies. Two posts I like are How to Get Your Rhythm Back and a sparkle journal idea.

So go check her out! And here's a couple of poems on hijab I think you should also check out: My Hijab on Ideal Muslimah and Hijab on Habibi Halaqas

Till then, Enjoy!!

Monday's Melody: Missing

2011-02-21T11:43:00.000-08:00

Missing You

I miss you,
I miss your smile

the days I spend with you
all that we did...
before things got in the way.

I try to push on
keep on going
but the tears just want to fall

all I want
is you, but my side
and know...

you're not leaving.

(written on Feb 16, 2011)